Sunday, April 22, 2007

Complexity of the Mind

"You are nobody until somebody loves you."
["You are no bunny until some bunny loves you."]
Do you agree? Why?
Actually, I was thinking isn't it good if one remains as a nobody.
You must be thinking why is being a nobody good?
Simple. You are NOBODY until somebody loves you.
So, if NOBODY is perfect then you must be perfect.
In other words, being unloved makes you perfect.
Is that a right way to state that?

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

The Beginning of a New Life

About to spent three years in Singapore Polytechnic studying Interior Design, of which no one in my class is from my former school. Still, there is always a beginning of everything. There will always be once where the whole environment is new and everyone you are about to meet is new. It's just a matter of fact whether you get this experience in an earlier stage or a later one.

Pretty please to see that I'm getting along this new life of mine. Being not so sociable, it's often not an easy job to get around with others. It's just true that I have to make a deliberate effort to get to know others as what the Youth Fellowship leader had prayed for me. However, this is all just the beginning. As people get to know each other better, they will slowly discover every single dark spot hidden within you. It's just like everyone is wearing a mask fears what others see behind that mask. It's just like a masquerade. Everyone moves along to the beat of music. When it's time to dance salsa, no one would dance cha cha. Whoever does that will have fingers pointed at them. But still, no one knows who the real identity is in a masquerade. It's so unlike reality where you are exposed. Hence, everyone lived with fear. Fearing what others might see of them.

Although all this may sound complicated, well, it's just fact. Everyone just have to discover life slowly and to know better of the environment, the way people live. I'm not sure what my three years will be living like but I know with faith, even if I have to walk through this path alone, I will be able to do it.