Lemons of Life

As what my vocalist teacher said, "Humans are too clever, thus they have too much pride."
Too much pride to confess to the one you have head over heels with.
Why is it so tough to tell the person your feelings?
Is it because people now fear rejection?
Or is it they think they are not good enough for the one they loved?

It's just so sad that at many times, one could just stand aside and be happy for the other person.
Being able to secretly love someone, one may feel happy but yet lonely.
It's just like taste of sweet and sour.
The worst misery ever is to love someone, yet impossible to tell them.

I'm so tired of waiting and waiting.
It feels like my heart has died!
Anyway, it's good to have a solidified heart.
No pain.

All along, this may be only one sided, but why must you treat me so nice?
Why give wrong impressions?
The more I wish to give up on you, the nicer you treat me.
Yet, is this all just my longing?

1% sweet, 99% sour...
Would you tell me what's in your mind?