No mans' land is my island

Friends. How do you define them?
They are the ones that gave you the worst moments.
They are the ones that is never there when you need them.
They are the ones that irritate you.
They are the ones that is never concerned about your feelings.
They are the ones that will never pick up your calls.
They are the ones who turn their backs on you.
Are these people who you call friends?

This are the definitions of friend from dictionary.com
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement.

However, it never seems to be what it is. My friends are never like that.
So, those people I've been wasting my time with, those people are not my friends then.
I'm so sick of all this in such a way that I don't feel like mixing with them anymore.
Such that, I don't even feel like going to church to see them.

"No mans' land is not an island."
Well, I disapprove to that statement. For I strongly believe that is the island for me.
Social life will lead to social disputes and many disputes will lead to hate if not cured.
I'm just so tired of my life.
How I wish I could be enclose in an area, with no friends, no family, nothing...