Darkness

It's overruling my world again.
And, I shall leave it as it is.
People are pissing me off.
If you can't concern about others,
then don't bother trying.
Simply because, you will end up hurting others more.

Hate, my word of the current situation I am in.
Hate, will never leave me.
If love don't come, hate will rule over it.
My heart has been shattered, dead, gone.
My emotions, exist no more.

When I hear about cliques,
I felt anger, frustration, fury.
Hate cliques all my life.
I may seem happy in that whatsoever clique.
But seriously, I'm not.
Cliques, my definition,
are pairs coming together forming a group.
Odd numbers are where I will be left alone.
Cliques, what rubbish.

Friends, act of concern, yada yada yada.
Whatever.
They care. Right.
One minute, most likely.
One hour, maybe.
One day, don't think about it.
They say words of concern.
Like I will care.
Are they truly concern?
Like, NO.
All sorts of consultation.
Rubbish, nonsense.
They say they care.
I say they don't.
They say that's what I think.
I say what I think is true.
They shut up.
Right.
Half the time they get fucked worried about their life.
Half the time I get fucked worried about their lives as well.
Half the time I forgot about my life that it gets screwed, big time.
Who cares?
No one. Because their fucking life is more important.
That is truth.

I am one who no one can counsel at.
It's plain useless.
Why?
Because, I can't even counsel myself.
What good will you do?
Nothing.
So, make yourself scarce and leave me alone,
to die, and rot, and disappear forever.

THE END.